10169.) I push myself hard and I push myself into the ground because I keep thinking one day it will make a difference; that one day, I might not hate myself; that one day I might not be upset that I am here but spend most of my time with my head and heart somewhere else; that one day I might open my mouth to have my thoughts turn into words; that I have been so unhappy for so long that I can't remember what it's like to be happy; that one day I will be happy.
“Excuse me, if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I’m a cocky prick, but you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped your life around, crock of shit
Who you dicks tryin kid? Flip dick you did opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks.”—Eminem.